.: man, self-control is def the word here, I seriously seem to lack it. so many things in the past few days have really hit me about that topic. and yet... well I haven't really figured out how to resolve it, though I'm trying? yeah last friday, I took w/ annie 24 bottles of corona to ricky's dorm for her birthday. well I drank like 3 bottles, and aparna had two. but there's the saying, "beer before liquor, makes you sicker." well, I heeded the warning, but ricky said go'on brush it off, so I had shot of bacardi razz that greg had brought. I was also playin DDR that one of ricky's dormmates had. well, I had total I like 2.5 shots, aparna had like 3, and we both knocked out on ricky's bed, they said, for only like 15 min. well be both woke up and headed toward the trashcan. aparna threw up but I didn't. they took aparna to the bathroom while I stayed. then a stupid friggin rover came by and saw me in ricky's room, leaning over the trashcan lookin like crap. so what's he do!? call freakin campus police, so we're like damn, I stick my finger in my mouth to throw-up. man, I haven't thrown up in a long time..... well, that stuff just poured outta my mouth, nasty. o_O and then I told annie we gotta leave now. as I start headin down the stairs, I spot the officer comin up, so I'm like 'o crap' and swing around and ask if aparna's aite, I turn back around the officer's rite in front of me and grabs my arm. I tell him 'how ya doin officer' and thinkin aw crap, he's gonna keep me here. damn it! but he lets go, and me and annie rush outta there. I thought I had left my keys, so I went over to annie's to spend the nite. later on in the nite, I woke up and found my keys were clipped to the side of my pants and feelin friggin cold (I was sleepin on the floor) and chest hurtin. so eventually annie woke up from my groaning and in a lil while, her roommate megan came in. both of them helped me out and I throw up once more. damn, after lotsa spitting, burping, and groaning, drinking tons of water, I finally felt a lil normal, and went to sleep like a baby on annie's floor. whew, didn't wake up until 3pm the next day. meanwhile all this time, aparna had got sent to the hospital and it seemed like all of us were in mad trouble, esp ricky and aparna. aparna turned out fine, we had called chris to pick her up and she went home home. and ricky seemed like he was in knee-deep trouble. campus police proceeded to visit ricky and aparna over the next few days, and it seems like we're not gonna get in trouble. the cp haven't visited me and annie, but they prolly will sometime soon. o_O oy~ o and I have a bruise near my left nipple cuz greg and aparna were givin out nasty titty-twisters. OW! well sat., I did end up making lunch, although it was real late. it was me, annie, peter (from fayetteville), and chris (who had brought some ban-chan). I made rice, sausages, provided kim, and this spicy deh-ji-go-gee. it was a good meal. and then called up peter (unc) later to give me a ride to church for the valentine's dinner. we arrived late to the dinner. it was this kinda tough pork and/or soft chicken, and pasta and mashed potatoes w/ gravy. a pink colored drink, and cheesecake for dessert, which I thought didn't taste all that great. well, afterthat, the tables were pushed aside and we had two slow dance lessons, the "box" and the "foxtrot" which I didn't get down perfect, so I ended up makin my stuff w/ my partner(s). dang it, peter, my date, never danced w/ me. o_O hahaha o well, anyway, we cleaned up, took pictures, and I got a ride back w/ chris and eric, where I sat in the back w/ their dogs, boomer and maximus, eww dog saliva.....o_O got back, sunday rolled by, I didn't go to church cuz I had planned on taking the afoqt, but I ended up not takin it, so i didn't do much that day. mon. came and cuz of weather, school started at 10am, skipping 2 classes. went to CTR @ around 4 and went to work the RBC center for booster club fundraiser. didn't work @ hardee's this time, but on the third, same style as hardee's except it was concession stand stuff. I talked w/ chris sanchez, a guy that was in my flight last semester, pretty much the entire time. stole a few chips and stuff well ended at a good time, but most the time waiting was for inventory/cost check up and stuff. I found out that my parents had been callin me the entire time b/c they had come up to visit. sam didn't have school that day b/c it was president's day. well sam was mad cuz he felt like that day was wasted. such, typical thinkin for someone his age. kinda funny, but I don't blame him, he'll have his share of fun in due time. well they had dropped some stuff off, cuz will was in the room. I came back round 10:30pm. and from that point on, i did random stuff, on the internet (breakin, webpage design, music, aim, kazaa, etc.) until, I boiled down and started working on webassign. will warned me, and I knew myself that I would have to wake up at around 5:30 to go to 6am PT. but nonetheless, I didn't bother. so i slept around 4am. bad j2 bad. woke up like usual, and went to PT, I had my usual waves of off-balance/dizziness, but when we started the suicides, damn, I felt REAL dizzy and crap, on my second run, I felt I was about to knock, so I was prayin that i wouldn't pass out and just make it back to the starting line. I said screw a third suicide or anything else for that matter and I just sorta plopped down against the wall, everything around me was whoa....like crush said in finding nemo, and then I felt like I was passing out, I think it was rackley and mccauley who came over and tried to pick me up, but I didn't wanna get up, and man, what a freakin trip out, my vision started freakin gettin black, that was soo scary, I knew my eyes were open, but it was as if they were closed, cuz I couldn't freakin see anything! and then I couldn't hear at one point either, and like I didn't wanna breathe anymore and just wanted to lay down, and like I felt I was slowing losing connection w/ the world around me, and I heard some voices. and like i couldn't talk, and also, I think all I had left workin for me was my sense of touch, so i think rackley said keep squeezin his arm, so that's what I did, and I took humongo deep breaths, and tried to keep my head up, man, not being able to see, that's never happened before and I thought I wasn't gonna be able to see again. so now I know what it means when bugs bunny says, "everything's gettin dark..." well, eventually, heather, one of the ppl workin there, came by and had a smarties. so i ate a few of those at a time. and finally freakin finally, thank God! I was able to see motion, and it ended up in the end, sinclair, major delancy, and most important, the guy who kept me hanging in there, rackley. o and heather. =P (gosh, this guy has time to put in jokes....) and a paramedic guy came by too. but I knew other ppl were there throughout the ordeal, and I wanna truly thank everyone of those ppl from the bottom of my heart for helping me out. man, that was crazy, I hope God truly blesses each and every one of them. and thank you to you, Lord, for keeping me safe and around ppl who care. well I got a ride back w/ the paramedic, who had the authority to drive rite onto the campus and had the keys to open the back door to carroll. so I went up, had some water, and some oatmeal will gave me and went to sleep. i missed all of my classes today, and woke up periodically to pee, but didn't really get up until 4:15pm. I still feel like crap rite now, cuz I think that incident made my cold 100x worse. cuz like the far inside of my nose hurts and my nose is continuously runnin like a faucet, and tears and sneezing and mad coughing. ugh.... I don't feel so well, rite now. which brings me to my point, self-control. I really need to have some self-control. man, cuz of that, last semester, I failed chem, and got a C in calc, and didn't do anything for english. cuz I was playin neopets, or xangaing to much. and this semester, the amount of alcohol I should drink, and staying up so late, and doing webassigns last second. all this man, I need to get ahold of my life. cuz it's getting outta hand. I hope God will help me, or maybe have Him take control of my life and do as he directs,....I dunno, well, I'll end it here, that's it. hopefully no more incidents.aim: think j2
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.: hmmm, wow, it's been 3 weeks since i've updated O_O ok so mad updatin, fri. 23 jan 04, I worked at the RBC center @ Hardees, from like 5-10pm? yeah, it was hectic, and I think I messed up on a few order inputs o well, then that the day after, sat 24 jan 04 went to the crabtree mall w/carolina, annie, and ricky. annie bought ricky a fresh new pair of grey new balances, that EREBODY seems to be wearing as a present to make up for christmases and birthdays past for the last 2 yrs. annie got herself some air force blue new balances too. and carolina got some stuff too, man it sux being poor. had fusion practice for asia nite that was comin up, I was tired as heck that week but I got suckered into goin to the asa 1st mixer of the year @ midori's. bought + scavange ate myself a full meal at bojangles, then went off to midori's later on. before that though, saw the dvd for milan nite, the dance wasn't AS hot as i thought, it looked a slim subtle, o well. I worked to make an improvement on that.....more on that later. I stayed at the door most of the nite cuz I wasn't feelin dancin, workin the table, and collectin admission cash. haha, we it was funny cuz we kept changin the price for it, so whoever paid $10 got jipped and whoever got in w/ only $5 was REAL lucky, lol it was funny. wei, who's such a great person, got me me 2 coronas that nite, my first coronas to say, and which taste better or er "fresher" (<--?) than bud light, and then about 20 min. before closing time, being at the table was useless, and I was feelin good by then, so I went on the flo and busted out, that was fun, then after we left, I was happy still and still dancin so we went to ihop, where I was talking randomly to people, and then this black chic said some racist to ricky, so I started gettin mad, but ereone was all, don't! so i had to hold back, that freakin biotch, ruinin a good mood, ihop was packed that nite too, I of course got my scavenge meal again and I guess I was ramblin on too much, so ereone was all shut-up john, so... I did. o_O and then we came back and I was all so I passed out in bed. then that next week, not much happened i guess b/c nothing's written on my calender, which I'm using to help remember what happened the last few weeks.....hold on, I'ma check my xanga to see what i did that week.......
oooo so that was the week it snowed a lot! o yeah, that was definitely great, but man I was restless cuz there was nothing to do all day, but catching up on some sleep was definitely great. see I went to church that morning and as we drove i noticed like a faint white lice looking thing occasionally and then it started gettin a lil worse, and i was like o crap! it's snowing!!! yo, this seriously tripped me out, it was dry snow rite? so it wasn't sticking to anything, well, it's real light too, ok so what I'm tryna say is, it looked so cool when the cars were driving through it, cuz like, it was lightly covering the ground and then a car would zoom though it and all the snow would go crazy and it'd look like a cool smoke effect or as if a speedboat goes really fast across water.....yeah, well, that's what i think anyway, by the time church ended, and we got out, it was white world outside =D and it proceeded to snow monday and tuesday well it died down a bit by tuesday it was just real icey and roads were slick, safety hazard (i think that's an oxymoron o_O) yeah, so like I stole a tray from the dining hall for dinner that evening, and I messed around w/ it...mostly by myself, annie came down for a bit but all we did was throw snow at each other. well that's that. school resumed wed 28 jan 04, the lil break was great but man the consequences.... all work was pushed back, so sooo much work to catch up on in ALL classes and it was crazy for a while, lotsa stress and I was feelin it's effects... there's a new girl in afrotc, aisha wynatt, she seems kinda cute, and from fayetteville too, but I'm not sure about her personality, can't tell if she's the stuck-up kind or not. o well, I acted a fool in front of her when i sleeped on some ice, but my breakin/matrix instincts saved me and i stuck that hand back and caught myself w/o gettin my new BDU wet. which brings up another point, it doesn't really mean anything to us GMCs rite now, but cadets wear uniforms tuesday, so there's a discrepancy on what we wear on tuesday, of which GMCs usually wear nothing, which i'd like to leave that way, yet this one girl named paige laudenslagier is all out for wearing BDUs on tuesdays, now! wth?! gosh, why would u wanna wear uniform 2 freakin days a week, when it's a hassle wearing it once a week already, friggin lint and polishing shoes. o and cuz of afrotc, I've made a new enemy, lint, i hate lint, lint sux, a constant battle w/ lint everything time laundry comes round or lookin sharp... yeah so back from that off tangent, we had played unc that their court, but *sigh, unfortunately we lost. like 66-68, well it was a lotta pressure, but next game against them is at home and i think i'll be doing color guard for that game too! woo-hoo~ yeah well earlier that day of the game which i think was still that day, some unc dorks had come over and painted our ENTIRE EXPRESSION TUNNEL their stupid carolina blue and wrote all this crap, but later on some grp of ppl repainted the entire tunnel red and winning nc state words. yeah there was this one asian girl that looked really hot, like i've never seen her before but she had the same kinda look as sheri, colored light brown hair, the brown contacts and hoops and gold bracelets and rings, ok so I stared a lil too hard, but I absorbed all that in a matter of a few seconds, i was gonna wave thinkin it was my big sib, but, she seemed younger and smaller/thinner, not saying my big sib is overweight, cuz she's not. i hope she never reads this entry -_-;;; wei'd prolly kill me o_O yeah so thurs 29 jan 04 i think it was, after practice, we painted the tunnel to make aware asia nite... more on that later. that weekend was fun! fri 30 jan 04 i don't exactly when i wrote this, but it's a rap, not much related to the weekend, but i'm stickin it in here anyway, for chronological sake:
.: yo yo check mic 1,2, word homie g// i'd be// king of the mc's// roc the mic, the audience i please// spit rhymes, sounding like a euphony// harmony// is all ya hear// i'd do better if someone hand me a beer// there ain't no otha mc out there i fear// bring it 50 cent and ur g-unit crowd// eminem, marshall mathers, i'll lay ya'll down// ain't no one compare to the sweetest sound// of my lyrical voice trickling in their ear// shear// essense, finesse, rap in its prime// I'll fight anyone and win dime for dime// make sure that corona has in it a lime// slice// feist-y//is my style// i've already beaten ereone living down 8-mile// get outta here ja rule, get outta hear p.diddy// u didn't hear how i messed up 50?// bring it nas, what chu want jay-z// i've got content, while u blurb about g's// cars, hoes, and bling// ya'll can all screw each other w/ chingy @ the holidae inn//.....mwahahhaa i win! =P

yeah, i was foolin around w/ francis, i started it as a joke but then i started gettin into it and all creative and junk yeah so back from that tangent, watched this incredible dance movie called you got served that nite w/ carolina, ricky, and annie. wow! sooo many moves in there, the acting and story is eh.. but ya kno, man, wow wish i could do some of that stuff, so afterwards we all were soooo freakin giddy and hyped up, ricky was messin too, and then we went to this waffle house-like place, and we were all hyper and couldn't sit still in our seats nor in the car or for a while. then we got back and decided to make some moves for clubbin or whatever and we all got tired, by then, I had tried teachin them the heel-toe proper way, of which, I can only find karl can do. annie almost got it down, and this is a lil mean, but carolina's coordination skills are a lil off, so couldn't do it very well. then, sat. rolls around and practice, and I try in incorporate some you-got-servedness into our moves, put a lil in, man I wanted our dance to look HOT. sun 1 feb 04 SUPER BOWL SUNDAY!!!! well let's recap, we were gonna go eat dinner b4 ygs but I had a webassign due so were late and that's why we ate afterwards, which was better anyways, well sunday, I had something else, and so again I caused ereone to be hold up and be late i can't remember b/c of what though, well went to carolina's house and ate while watching the game, that was definitely a GREAT game! except we lost though....*sigh again. the halftime show was interesting cuz janet jackson exposed her boob to millions of ppl out there. i was like no way! and so was prolly lotsa other ppl watchin the game out there. and then b4 play resumed this one dude dressed up as a ref came out into the middle of the field took off all his clothes and started doin the irish lord of sun dance thingy number, that was weird, CBS had a hard time that day cuttin away from all sorts of stuff hahaha yeah so that was great, a good weekend, then that week, from mon 02 feb 04 til fri 06 feb 04 was insane! all that work from the snow days caught up, and overload, I was missin webassigns like crazy, and fusion practice ereday! but it all paid off I guess, cuz sat 06 feb 04 come around, it was rehearsal day and i got to see ereone's acts, they all looked good, the ones present that day, fusion workin their ass off too, afterwards we all ate @ bojangles (of course j2 got a full meal from scavenging leftovers ) and then off to annie yee's place for her b-day party, man i almost got real messed up, lawerence, ahntwon, and cliff did though, hah, it was funny, peter from fayetteville was there too, yeah, he recently came to state this semester, i don't kno how he felt about the party and ereone drinkin there, including me another pk, but well i talked to him a bit, hopefully that made him a lil bit more comfortable, yo there was erething there, grey goose I guess is an infamous strong liquor, along w/ the usual, hypnotic, hennessey, barcardi, skyy blue, malibu rum and the others, smirnoff, budweisier(ewww...), strawberry daiquiri, which i didn't kno was carbonated and that was the drink that got me, the weakest of them all. psh o well, i had 2 shots of malibu and 1 of barcardi, i get red REAL quick for some reason but don't get affected as quick as others do, and I'm not even a heavy drinker. o well, ereone keeps makin fun of my cherry face, i dun care. then uh what else, peter breaked a lil, he's pretty good! then we left later on that nite, whew, I was outta it by then, i jus dropped into bed, will had come in later on and taken of picture of me, man, i saw that pic and was lookin rough! whew, well I didn't wake up til like 11am when my cell went off, and went over to the ballroom to help out in preperations for asia nite!!! joe was there, haven't seen him in a while, and um let's see, the stage was set up, and we were all practicing, tamasha looked good, some of them indian girls were hot, and ahntwon was was just flippin out over them o_O and kamikaze came by too, and i of course made fun of jenny's face some more (and her hair this time too), saw sarah and andrew and way later on that nite met yuna, kmkz looked good even though they were doin mostly the same routine from asia nite but w/ one new "hat" dance. and then..... wow, the newest love of my life walked in 4th inversion and man do they got some vocal strings. lovely songbirds , and i was goin all gaga drr drr drr drr... yeah when annie yee went up to introduce herself to them i was supposed to too, but stupid idiot froze paniced me turned around halfway and instead went to joe (?!) and said supp, DOH! so annie had to do it for me in an informal ghetto and humilifying and direct attack to my self-ego for me way oy~ well, I watched them practice a lil ereone left for food but i didn't wanna but finally i had to, and so during the time they were gone, they had sung *sigh, I missed their practice. came back as they were leaving and ate my wendy's in solemnitude (?) welp, did random helpin and practicing, fusion, the fashion and all that, and my parents came too, yay! so i chatted w/ them for a while and I got them some good seats in the house hehe! and so the show began, erething went good, i was crap frakin nervous, and sooo many opportunities i had to say properly introduce myself and say hi to 4th inversion, but -_- yeah.... chris and ahntwon were the mcs and they did a good job, real funny, carolina hi-5! and 'stuart' made a cameo and spice guys was ridiculous but funny, and then fusion....dum dum dum~ i was still crap frakin nervous, and almost pooped my pants but went on stage and let my body do its thing, from repetitive motion, that saved me cuz i couldn't think oy~ then ahhhhhh~ (heavenly sounding music input here) 4th inversion performed j2 turns into a lil boy i jus googled eyed them the entire time.... AND afterwards I got their autographs on my fusion shirt and a picture of them, but *sigh, I didn't get a picture w/ them.... so sad.... well I got to shake holly's hand at the table, I missed out on all picture opportunities cuz i had to get stuff from my dorm to give to my parents who also had some stuff to give me (i.e. food ;-D) I love my parents, welps, man I dunno how long I've been working on this entry... so anyway, got ready and all and karl and I got will to come to, o dynasty and her boyfriend will and bass aka fubu were at asia nite too, well got them to the afterparty, i got ready, and headed over to annie's to get into some pre-party engagements, had a smirnoff and heinekin (those don't taste all that great) and was ready! tada~ dancin boy j2! we were all hyped and dancin in annie's room too, off we go to midori's! j2 sleathy infiltrates the premises, cuz he's got the hook and doesn't hafta pay to get in yay! but as his accomplice annie yee secretly hands him the alcohol receivin device and he puts the wristband on, one of the security forces quickly spots him and denies access to that dept, which is all good to agent j2 since he's already had his ;P and danced like crazy! seducing women left and right.... ok well not really. it was packed in there! lol like 'wolf'-packed huuuh! hahhaha ok corny so what!? i got to dance w/ so many girls, some of whom i've been wantin to for a while, but was too shy to b4 AND thx to his accomplice! got to dance w/ holly anne from 4th inversion WOOOOOO-HOOOO YEAH YEAH GO J2 GO j2 YEAH!!!!! and wow, that afterpary was the most fun I've had so far in this short young adult life <--- that is how i felt that nite! woo-hoo, good times yes, definitely I battled a few ppl too, it was all good, and messed around w/ bass, that was funny, i finally got shake all of 4th inversion's hands...as they were leaving hopefully i'll see them again one day and later on the party was finally over, whoosh off we leave to get some grub at 4-ish in the morn, @ waffle house, good eatin, it was me, will, karl, greg, ricky, annie, carolina, kristy/krystal?, and later on bass came. then back to dorm, where I finally realized this fun life and past weeks are over, relieved all the stress and hardcore fusion is dun for now, but sad, the fun had to end, well it has to sometime, so the reality kicks in and I must study hella hard this semester to make good grades. sunday was as usual, ranted off on erebody who wasn't at asia nite! and yeah, so school resumes mon 08 feb 04 been pullin real late niters lately cuz annie yee, chris, and then lawerence, sheri, diana, alley, cliff, and whole lotta others be studin at the library late, well, i don't kno if that's been helpin or hurtin me...hmm... o well, went to sheri's place tues nite and had some ice cream and chinese, there's alwayz ppl at sheri's =P well they seem to be plannin stuff for spring break, wish I could go, but can't really, cuz moms would want me home, well went again i think weds nite too? and had me some spaghetti! cuz it was wei's 23rd b-day, man that guy's gettin pretty old, the oldness, creeps in on erebody, and had afrotc that day too. um had physics and chem tests on tues. i think i did aite, got a 90/102 on chem, don't kno bout physics and calc 1=60 calc 2=50, ay yi yi~ not good j2, not good, must study harder!!!! "pi-ting!" (fighting said w/ strong korean accent o_O ). and then all those late niters are havin an affect on me cuz i think i'm gettin sick, been skippin calc 1 twice, oy~ i'll go tomorrow though, and MUST sign up and register for afoqt and get blue books for exams in calc 1! must do soon! hmmm..... and that's erething til now, annie's b-day is tomorrow, gonna have a party, hafta go to honor guard round 4pm, tryout's for the unc vs. state home game on the 29th, and tony/cindy's bible study @ 6pm, sat. there's gonna be a valentine's dinner @ church, haha peter is my date o_O haha but thinkin about makin lunch for ereone on sat. w/ my ricecooker and all, =P too bad carolina'll miss it ^^;; sorry carolina! she's goin to VA for cosplay. then sunday is the afoqt test so can't go to church, and then next sunday is rockingham, and the following weekend is ECAASU @ UVA woo-hoo~ gonna see some girls! err.... I mean, learn about our asian society today through informative seminars w/ lectures from keynote speakers while in a cultural diverse asian setting. ;D if I make the tryout, then the sun 29 feb 04, I do the color guard for the game, then next week finally is spring break, which btw, i gotta contact peter and ask what we'll be doin... other stuff: meet adetona who's into breakin, and karl who's all hyped about ygs and fusion wants to start a dance grp or rather having practices tues/thurs evenings in the aerobics room, karl has this one friend named jeremiah, whom i've known of for a while cuz of tamasha, but yeah he seems all sketchy and shady to me, and i've thougt this way the whole time, i'm gonna call him a jerk rite now, until he does something to change my perspective on him, phong who's in my csc112L class also breaks, and then there's adetona's friend sammy. ok now to end this long-butt entry on a thoughts:

I've met a lotta ppl these past few weeks, and the ppl i knew, our bond has gotten closer/stronger. I've met especially a lotta ppl on asia nite and at the afterparty, ya kno introduce my self and all, it was good :D yeah, well i like this circle of friends and because of asa and some part to afrotc, I've made lotsa friends here at state, in a way that's much more different from anywhere else, ppl i kno and trust and feel comfortable around. this new grp of friends I really appreciate, i dunno how to exactly say what i mean, but the friends I started off w/ is much closer now, and then ppl i kinda knew, now am better friends with, I think though that i've broken off a bit from my other friends, which isn't good, and in a way, how do u say, a diff kind of friendship w/ them? well, this is a confusing topic to speak on, but yeah, also, life can seem superficial at times, like wow, did i just experience all that?! which is great but thank goodness for parents and friends and school that can snap you back to reality, and on this note, I'll end this friggin ridiculously long entry to go do some tkd, eat, break, and hurry up and finish on a lab report, j2 outaim: think j2
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.: damn, man, my body is so sore and tuckered out erewhere, I'm hurtin all over the place....yet I manage to write an entry for tabulas aigoo~ well this morning, woke up early round 5:30am to go to 6am PT, that was crazy excurciating stuff, push-ups, crunches, flutter kicks, body builders, then a 10 min. run! gosh damn! then finished up my calc 1 hw, calc 1, I think I missed one question on my quiz, stupid linear models and crap.....o_O then my dad came! so we went out and he bought me breakfast from burger king, odd, awkward situation, father and son, he's my dad sheesh, and it was like uh...not much talking going on. weird, I wish it wasn't like that. I tried to get conversation going...=( man... well we came back and I said bye. I got my refund check, I gotta go cash that and pick up my bdu too. then fell asleep in calc 2, then a nice nap! =D then physics, where this dumb ass loser just needed to sit down, stupid ass....grrr o_O then worked out at the gym, bi's and tri's, soo tiring, then 24 min. bicycle, then eat, then more exhausted then wasted time til will pressured me to go to broom ball....it was fun, running on ice and hitting a stupid ball around, it was part of sigma pi's rush, rackley, my flight commander, invited us (anyone who wanted to go). yeah, got bruised up and hacked from that, got a nasty wound on my leg....ow...blood is all dried up on my shoe tongue o_O ay yi yi~ and now back again, sooooooooooo tired and exhausted and sore and all energy (well most or else I wouldn't be typing rite now) is drained from me..., man I'm gonna feel it tomorrow, rather today..... and I gotta wear blues too.... man I dunwanna go to any classes. argh >_< well that's it blah....aim: think j2
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.: man! today was boring, I woke up early, around 9am? and couldn't go back to sleep. uh... I um... then did internet stuff, wasting time, email, xanga, neopets, etc. then read the Bible, daily bread, purpose driven life, and a lil of wild @ heart. then played gunbound, played ffVIII, then went and ate w/ some rotc ppl, lucas rackley is my new flight commander, and met the other asian dude finally, michael beos (<--?). I don't want to give ppl the impression I'm shady or anything, I'm just quiet, I like being quiet and not talking, i like that nature. well anyway, ate, o b4 that, I made my first college-cooked pot of jin ramen today, goooooddd.... :D ok so ate @ greenshields, some restaurant in downtown raleigh, I got something somewhat fairly cheap and of course, water to drink, then walked a short bit, then went to rackley's frat house, sigma pi. that was aite, uh interesting, played pool, drank my first bud light =P then watched the state vs clemson game, we won of course. o yeah, carolina barely beat uconn. mostly white ppl, but they seemed cool in a white person way. they were smokin and that got a lil annoying. then went back to state, then went to annie's room for a second, then went to francis' friends' place. first time I've seen ppl smoke from a bong in front of me.....o_O smoke weed and all that, o_O yeah, and there I had my second bud light.2 cans. whoa....crazy stuff, but otherwise, they seemed aite. I got some free ringtones! woo-hoo~ ok for me not much to be enthusiased over, but hey, I had to seem interested. whatever well anyway, got back now and um, am about to go to bed even though I probably smell like cigarette smoke, weed, and beer all combined.....ewww, I should shower, but I'm too tired rite now, might jus fall asleep at this laptop w/ my contacts still on.....must....stuggle to....at least...get....contacts...out......